Woohoo! Just did my first almost proper bit of teaching today!!
Took a group for a mostly planned by myself (okay, mostly not planned by myself but a bit planned by me) maths session on subtraction (yr 2) and then read a story to the whole class.
Most pleased about the last bit as they all sat there (incuding the awkward one) with looks of wonder on their faces (between bouts of tale-telling) as they engaged with the story. Nothing went wrong, no one couldn't be handled, and we all enjoyed the experience.
Hurrah!I thought that sitting in front of all those little people would be nerve wracking, but to be honest I felt very happy and comfortable. It was mostly the uncertaintly of transition which worried me but my lovely mentor was there to help me out, and next time I'm sure I'll be more confident.
I spent last weekend panicking myself to bits as the whole thing seemed far too scary and beyond me, and I felt I wasn't getting anywhere near enough experience in school - the DRB are giving us more time for pedagogy at the beginning of the course (more centre based time) so I'm only in school a few days a week. I was in tears on Saturday night and burst into tears on my mentor in school on monday morning when I told her about it! She was wonderful and we worked out some dates in the diary for me to do some stuff (including the above) which made me feel so much better. Now I feel great and will be buzzing for days!
Tuesday, 25 September 2007
Sunday, 16 September 2007
end of second week...
...and I've thoroughly enjoyed it.
I spent the monday (last post) and tuesday in school with the yr4's - got some observations done but realised the need to focus them else you end up just writing everything down and then not knowing what to do with it afterwards!
I spent the day enjoying being with yr4 and wondering whether I'd really want to go to yr 2, and then...
Next day I was in a different school to do some group investigations with 3 other GTPers...spent the morning in reception and loved that too..and then yr 1, which was great as well. I guess I won't worry about enjoying yr 2s!
Had a couple of really interesting observations where an unqualifed teacher taught a perfectly adequate lesson, but she got drawn into the children's talk and so their behaviour got away with her a bit, and then the same class with a very experienced teacher where the kids tried exactly the same strategy but she simply cut them off with a 'shhh' and refused to reply. If they wre noisy she simply stopped talking until they were silent, and if they went off task during PE she made them sit out for a minute until they could behave. You could tell she meant business, and if she had said 'okay, no PE if you don't behave' she would have just turned them round and taken tham back to the classroom and given them no PE! It was good to see.
Did a presentation about our findings at the end of the week to the rest of the trainees, which I thought would be harder or more nerve wracking than it eventually was. I was pleased with myself, spoke clearly and coherently and only began to go to pieces a little at the end because I realise I hadn't moved to the next slide when I should have, and wasn't sure what comment to make during the final slide, but I still managed to blag it! Problem was that I hadn't had long to prepare...remember for next time, at least vaguely prepare!!
So, all in all, a successful week. Next week we have Ofsted in school for two days, but I'm only in on one of them, and not teaching so shouldn't be too harsh.
I'll try and post again next weekend, as evening seem to be either busy or when I'm tired!
I'm glad I have my portfolio set up it took me an entire sunday afternoon, and that was just to add the bits the DRB wanted! Now I spend an hour or so on a sunday updated it, which keeps me on track, and I can already see evidence under a few standards.
I've booked skills tests for october, which is scary, but also wish it was a bit earlier. Unfortunately, we're not allowed time out of school or centre to do the tests so it;s a case of squeezing them between lectures or at the weekend.
Anyway, enough said.
Except - if you get a cold or especially a sore throat, try mixing a tsp honey, tsp apple cider vinegar and (optional, but great for sore throat) 1/4 tsp cayenne pepper in hot water. I did and my throat was cured instantly, and regained most of my voice too. And the mix without the cayenne is great for decongesting!
I spent the monday (last post) and tuesday in school with the yr4's - got some observations done but realised the need to focus them else you end up just writing everything down and then not knowing what to do with it afterwards!
I spent the day enjoying being with yr4 and wondering whether I'd really want to go to yr 2, and then...
Next day I was in a different school to do some group investigations with 3 other GTPers...spent the morning in reception and loved that too..and then yr 1, which was great as well. I guess I won't worry about enjoying yr 2s!
Had a couple of really interesting observations where an unqualifed teacher taught a perfectly adequate lesson, but she got drawn into the children's talk and so their behaviour got away with her a bit, and then the same class with a very experienced teacher where the kids tried exactly the same strategy but she simply cut them off with a 'shhh' and refused to reply. If they wre noisy she simply stopped talking until they were silent, and if they went off task during PE she made them sit out for a minute until they could behave. You could tell she meant business, and if she had said 'okay, no PE if you don't behave' she would have just turned them round and taken tham back to the classroom and given them no PE! It was good to see.
Did a presentation about our findings at the end of the week to the rest of the trainees, which I thought would be harder or more nerve wracking than it eventually was. I was pleased with myself, spoke clearly and coherently and only began to go to pieces a little at the end because I realise I hadn't moved to the next slide when I should have, and wasn't sure what comment to make during the final slide, but I still managed to blag it! Problem was that I hadn't had long to prepare...remember for next time, at least vaguely prepare!!
So, all in all, a successful week. Next week we have Ofsted in school for two days, but I'm only in on one of them, and not teaching so shouldn't be too harsh.
I'll try and post again next weekend, as evening seem to be either busy or when I'm tired!
I'm glad I have my portfolio set up it took me an entire sunday afternoon, and that was just to add the bits the DRB wanted! Now I spend an hour or so on a sunday updated it, which keeps me on track, and I can already see evidence under a few standards.
I've booked skills tests for october, which is scary, but also wish it was a bit earlier. Unfortunately, we're not allowed time out of school or centre to do the tests so it;s a case of squeezing them between lectures or at the weekend.
Anyway, enough said.
Except - if you get a cold or especially a sore throat, try mixing a tsp honey, tsp apple cider vinegar and (optional, but great for sore throat) 1/4 tsp cayenne pepper in hot water. I did and my throat was cured instantly, and regained most of my voice too. And the mix without the cayenne is great for decongesting!
Monday, 10 September 2007
Beginning Second Week...
...and this is my first full day in school.
In year 4, only 18 children, none with any real behavioural difficulties and a few on the G&T register. Easy start. I'm only in this class for 2 days a week for the first 4 weeks though.
A lovely day today. We went in the Life Bus - basically a mobile classroom which teaches the kids various PSHE issues (bodies, drugs, being different). That was enjoyable.
A bit of maths (the relationship between adding and subtracting) and 'News' - where they share what's been in the news this week (they sometimes use the Newsround website, apparently.
After lunch, straight to swimming - a coach to the nearest leisure centre, a short swim and then back again. It was the Head, another teacher who specialises in swimming, me and 3 mums. The mums were very interested to find out I was the new trainee!
I really enjoyed it and am looking forward to tomorrow.
Mind you, I was obviously a bit nervous last nigh because I didn't sleep well and woke up at a point in my dream where I was teaching twins but couldn't remember their names, so to get their attention I tugged one of their plaits! I woke with a real start! It's quite a stressful time, even when you're sure it'll be an easy day tomorrow and you like your school and mentor!
In year 4, only 18 children, none with any real behavioural difficulties and a few on the G&T register. Easy start. I'm only in this class for 2 days a week for the first 4 weeks though.
A lovely day today. We went in the Life Bus - basically a mobile classroom which teaches the kids various PSHE issues (bodies, drugs, being different). That was enjoyable.
A bit of maths (the relationship between adding and subtracting) and 'News' - where they share what's been in the news this week (they sometimes use the Newsround website, apparently.
After lunch, straight to swimming - a coach to the nearest leisure centre, a short swim and then back again. It was the Head, another teacher who specialises in swimming, me and 3 mums. The mums were very interested to find out I was the new trainee!
I really enjoyed it and am looking forward to tomorrow.
Mind you, I was obviously a bit nervous last nigh because I didn't sleep well and woke up at a point in my dream where I was teaching twins but couldn't remember their names, so to get their attention I tugged one of their plaits! I woke with a real start! It's quite a stressful time, even when you're sure it'll be an easy day tomorrow and you like your school and mentor!
Thursday, 6 September 2007
first week...
...well, it's been stressful but good.
Monday was a training day with my DRB (and inset day in school, but I wasn't there). Basically it involved filling in paperwork for them, a tour of the place and a brief explanation of what was going to happen over the next couple of days. We also had to write a description of another trainee, and then introduce them to all the other trainees. I normally don't do public speaking very well, but I even impressed myself that day and it made me much more confident, which was great.
Tuesday was am in school with the kids. This was great, nice kids, easy work for the first morning and mostly just working with the kids in general and with small groups, and doing some reading. It'll take a while to work out all the little ins and outsof how the school works, the paperwork and all that stuff, but I enjoyedbeing with the kids, and that's the important bit!
Went to my training centre in the afternoon and we had an introduction to the course. We got our first glimpse of our Individual Training Plans which basically just showed when we would be in lectures, and the occasional directive such as 'see Literacy HoD about policies and practice'. I was expecting more guidance on how much observation to do and when to start the first lesson planning etc, but apparently our school mentor is completely in charge of that, so we're to sort that out between us.
On my way home my car broke down. Argghh. Took three hours to get home and I was stressed and exhausted by the end of it. I didn't really feel like I had 'done' much but it's knackering anyway. So much information and so many new things to process!
Wednesday - had to get a fellow trainee to ferry me in. We got to meet all our lecturers for the core subjects, which was interesting and we had some ICT training in the morning (very basic stuff) and voice training in the afternoon, which was great. Nice easy day.
Thursday (today). Late start, didn't need to get in til 11am so I took my sons to school. The youngest clung to me and cried, so started out stressful when it should have been pleasant!
Got my car back - phew - picked up a really really useful booklet called The Bristol Guide which explains rights and responsibilities of teachers in an easy to read manner. I'd recommend it to anyone working in school. Then we met our Lead Mentors/Professional Tutors who we will be working with in the first four weeks investigating various aspects of education.
Everyone had to introduce themselves and say what experience they had. I was the last and it was painfully obvious that I had the least experience. Some people just said they had worked as TA's (and I knew it was more like for months than years) but many people had worked as TA's or unqualified teachers for ages. All I could say was that I was a TA for a couple of months 6 years ago and I had experience from being a parent. I felt utterly inadequate and really could have cried and run away!
We got to talk to our mentors about gathering evidence andhow it all works, which was good, but I spent the rest of the afternoon feeling very panicky and out of my depth.
After lunch (when various other lovely students reassured me and made me feel much better) we met with our school metors and talked about paperwork, standards, timetables etc. I have loads of notes to go back over, but at last I have guidance on organising my evidence (which means to pretty much completely rearrange what I originally set up) so that's good.
Phew, anyway. That's it so far. Knackered every night but going out to the pub tonight to meet some friends and met up with a friend yesterday too.
More soon.
Monday was a training day with my DRB (and inset day in school, but I wasn't there). Basically it involved filling in paperwork for them, a tour of the place and a brief explanation of what was going to happen over the next couple of days. We also had to write a description of another trainee, and then introduce them to all the other trainees. I normally don't do public speaking very well, but I even impressed myself that day and it made me much more confident, which was great.
Tuesday was am in school with the kids. This was great, nice kids, easy work for the first morning and mostly just working with the kids in general and with small groups, and doing some reading. It'll take a while to work out all the little ins and outsof how the school works, the paperwork and all that stuff, but I enjoyedbeing with the kids, and that's the important bit!
Went to my training centre in the afternoon and we had an introduction to the course. We got our first glimpse of our Individual Training Plans which basically just showed when we would be in lectures, and the occasional directive such as 'see Literacy HoD about policies and practice'. I was expecting more guidance on how much observation to do and when to start the first lesson planning etc, but apparently our school mentor is completely in charge of that, so we're to sort that out between us.
On my way home my car broke down. Argghh. Took three hours to get home and I was stressed and exhausted by the end of it. I didn't really feel like I had 'done' much but it's knackering anyway. So much information and so many new things to process!
Wednesday - had to get a fellow trainee to ferry me in. We got to meet all our lecturers for the core subjects, which was interesting and we had some ICT training in the morning (very basic stuff) and voice training in the afternoon, which was great. Nice easy day.
Thursday (today). Late start, didn't need to get in til 11am so I took my sons to school. The youngest clung to me and cried, so started out stressful when it should have been pleasant!
Got my car back - phew - picked up a really really useful booklet called The Bristol Guide which explains rights and responsibilities of teachers in an easy to read manner. I'd recommend it to anyone working in school. Then we met our Lead Mentors/Professional Tutors who we will be working with in the first four weeks investigating various aspects of education.
Everyone had to introduce themselves and say what experience they had. I was the last and it was painfully obvious that I had the least experience. Some people just said they had worked as TA's (and I knew it was more like for months than years) but many people had worked as TA's or unqualified teachers for ages. All I could say was that I was a TA for a couple of months 6 years ago and I had experience from being a parent. I felt utterly inadequate and really could have cried and run away!
We got to talk to our mentors about gathering evidence andhow it all works, which was good, but I spent the rest of the afternoon feeling very panicky and out of my depth.
After lunch (when various other lovely students reassured me and made me feel much better) we met with our school metors and talked about paperwork, standards, timetables etc. I have loads of notes to go back over, but at last I have guidance on organising my evidence (which means to pretty much completely rearrange what I originally set up) so that's good.
Phew, anyway. That's it so far. Knackered every night but going out to the pub tonight to meet some friends and met up with a friend yesterday too.
More soon.
Monday, 3 September 2007
First day...
...and I was in the training centre. It was inset day at my school.
Don't feel like I did much but feel absolutely shattered anyway!
We filled in some forms and found out our schedule for the week but still don't have my training plan yet.
We had to fill in a form describing someone else in our group (from their verbal description) and then later in the afternoon we each had to give a little presentation type thing telling the entire group about that person. I'm not used to speaking in front of people, and normally I'd be a bundle of nerves, but it went really well and I even impressed myself!
Tomorrow I spend the morning in my base school and the afternoon in the centre when I should find out more about the program.
I'm going to sleep well tonight, and I'm looking forward to getting in school properly now!
Don't feel like I did much but feel absolutely shattered anyway!
We filled in some forms and found out our schedule for the week but still don't have my training plan yet.
We had to fill in a form describing someone else in our group (from their verbal description) and then later in the afternoon we each had to give a little presentation type thing telling the entire group about that person. I'm not used to speaking in front of people, and normally I'd be a bundle of nerves, but it went really well and I even impressed myself!
Tomorrow I spend the morning in my base school and the afternoon in the centre when I should find out more about the program.
I'm going to sleep well tonight, and I'm looking forward to getting in school properly now!
Friday, 31 August 2007
Nearly there...
...2 more days til I start!
I got my school contract through the post the other day and ever since then I've been brimming with excitement! I'm still a bit nervous but now it all seems so real, and the contract says 'unqualifed teacher' so thats what I am convincing myself I am: a teacher.
The DRB have posted up a calendar of centre based activities now, on our website. Some of it isn't relevant to me as it's for SCITTs too, and it doesn't say which is which, but it mentions 'intro to the GT program', 'voice training', subject carousel' (?) and 'how to survive your first week in school' so I really feel a lot more relaxed about starting as I feel theres more support out there than I knew before.
I'm spending the majority of the week in the centre, just a half a day at school on the day the kids go back (in the morning). That time should be fine, no worse than any other day I've spent in school. I've been told it'll be no curriculum subjects, more settling in and getting to know you and setting the rules so I'm not worrying about that.
My stupid car has started to play up - typical! 6 weeks of summer hols and it starts to go wrong when I can't do anything about it! Just the fan keeps on running, but it should be fine. I hope it lasts til October half term!
I have teaching files sorted out now. School policies, my contract etc in my school file. Subject plans, timetables etc and subject-specific resources in another file. I have hanging files for the standards and stickers for if I want to colour code paperwork. It's all sort of coming together now.
I've chucked out loads of old clothes I don't wear and put all my 'teacher clothes' together and done some intensive house tidying over the last few weeks. It doesn't look much better but a lot of clutter is gone.
So, I'm mostly prepared. Just need a pencil case and some plain v-neck t-shirts from M&S. I have loads of different cardigans and I thought I'd mix and match plain t-shirts with various coloured and and styled cardies (M&S have some really funky ones) to make dressing as easy as possible.
Now I just have to decide whether I keep my hair the dyed brown which looks good but is a pain to keep up, or do I revert to my natural blonde? I'll have to decide over the weekend...
Roll on monday!
I got my school contract through the post the other day and ever since then I've been brimming with excitement! I'm still a bit nervous but now it all seems so real, and the contract says 'unqualifed teacher' so thats what I am convincing myself I am: a teacher.
The DRB have posted up a calendar of centre based activities now, on our website. Some of it isn't relevant to me as it's for SCITTs too, and it doesn't say which is which, but it mentions 'intro to the GT program', 'voice training', subject carousel' (?) and 'how to survive your first week in school' so I really feel a lot more relaxed about starting as I feel theres more support out there than I knew before.
I'm spending the majority of the week in the centre, just a half a day at school on the day the kids go back (in the morning). That time should be fine, no worse than any other day I've spent in school. I've been told it'll be no curriculum subjects, more settling in and getting to know you and setting the rules so I'm not worrying about that.
My stupid car has started to play up - typical! 6 weeks of summer hols and it starts to go wrong when I can't do anything about it! Just the fan keeps on running, but it should be fine. I hope it lasts til October half term!
I have teaching files sorted out now. School policies, my contract etc in my school file. Subject plans, timetables etc and subject-specific resources in another file. I have hanging files for the standards and stickers for if I want to colour code paperwork. It's all sort of coming together now.
I've chucked out loads of old clothes I don't wear and put all my 'teacher clothes' together and done some intensive house tidying over the last few weeks. It doesn't look much better but a lot of clutter is gone.
So, I'm mostly prepared. Just need a pencil case and some plain v-neck t-shirts from M&S. I have loads of different cardigans and I thought I'd mix and match plain t-shirts with various coloured and and styled cardies (M&S have some really funky ones) to make dressing as easy as possible.
Now I just have to decide whether I keep my hair the dyed brown which looks good but is a pain to keep up, or do I revert to my natural blonde? I'll have to decide over the weekend...
Roll on monday!
Sunday, 19 August 2007
Course start looming...
...there's only two weeks to go now and suddenly it doesn't seem very long at all!
I've spent weeks...months...looking forward to the long summer holiday and all the reading and prep I can get done during it, and suddenly I have only 2 weeks left and feel just as disorganised as before!
I have some lever arch files now - I've read varying advice saying I'll need anything between 3 and 25 of them - and I've cut out articles from TES and Child Education magazine that I really must get round to filing somewhere sensible.
I've started revising for the numeracy skills test. Everyone says to get them out of the was asap, and maths is not my strong point - especially the horrible mental maths bit at the start of the test.
On thursday I'm meeting my mentor in our classroom to chat over stuff, look at the long/medium term plans and generally get to grips where resources etc are kept. She's very approachable and easily emailable, so that's a weight off my mind!
Am currently worrying about subject knowledge, planning, pitching the work at the right level, behaviour management and actually having to get up in front of them and act like I know what I'm doing! I think I worry most about the unexpected happening - odd questions, not knowing the normal procedure for things but I hope that in my early days in school observing I will get the hang of the nuts and bolts of school life.
It's scary and exciting, but there's loads of people on TES all saying that are terrified too - or that they were terrified at the start of the course and now they are NQT's and it all worked out okay, so that helps.
Anyway, not long now - I'll post some more once I'm in school. Wish me luck!
I've spent weeks...months...looking forward to the long summer holiday and all the reading and prep I can get done during it, and suddenly I have only 2 weeks left and feel just as disorganised as before!
I have some lever arch files now - I've read varying advice saying I'll need anything between 3 and 25 of them - and I've cut out articles from TES and Child Education magazine that I really must get round to filing somewhere sensible.
I've started revising for the numeracy skills test. Everyone says to get them out of the was asap, and maths is not my strong point - especially the horrible mental maths bit at the start of the test.
On thursday I'm meeting my mentor in our classroom to chat over stuff, look at the long/medium term plans and generally get to grips where resources etc are kept. She's very approachable and easily emailable, so that's a weight off my mind!
Am currently worrying about subject knowledge, planning, pitching the work at the right level, behaviour management and actually having to get up in front of them and act like I know what I'm doing! I think I worry most about the unexpected happening - odd questions, not knowing the normal procedure for things but I hope that in my early days in school observing I will get the hang of the nuts and bolts of school life.
It's scary and exciting, but there's loads of people on TES all saying that are terrified too - or that they were terrified at the start of the course and now they are NQT's and it all worked out okay, so that helps.
Anyway, not long now - I'll post some more once I'm in school. Wish me luck!
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